IN OTHER NEWS:
- HUGE update to the channel: Let’s Plays of Minecraft, PlanetSide 2, Guild Wars 2, Borderlands and RuneScape removed, the main reason being poor quality and excessive profanity.
When I first started doing Let’s Plays on YouTube, I was slightly different from what I am now. I have received numerous questions asking if I am suffering from autism, and I can’t blame them. However, I can blame them for making the questions hateful. For those of you not in the know, yes, I most likely have autism. Specifically, I was diagnosed for having Asperger’s syndrome a couple of years back.
During 2013, I have tried to withhold my uncontrollable, seemingly “angry” and “querulous” automatic “attitude”. In my Let’s Play of Skyrim, I was calm at first, but the attitude started escalating as it went on. In Let’s Play Thang Global, I can’t remember much, because I haven’t watched it in a while. Fuck the Dekaron Let’s Play. I couldn’t give less of a fuck about it, even if I had to. The same goes for my RuneScape Let’s Play. It was after I stopped doing retarded, grindy games like those I finally realized I had to stop the “insanity”. Vindictus gave me a good going over, but I stopped, for reasons I don’t even know. I guess I couldn’t be arsed because the game was boring. It was not until Let’s Play KSP I turned really “srs face >:|”. I tried to overcome my monotone voice. Seriously, fuck my voice. I keep thinking to myself “Oh, it’s fine. Nobody cares about your voice.” Actually, my impression of people who comment is that they are digusted by it. If I focus on my voice when I review my Let’s Play before uploading (and after, for that matter), I hear disinterest. Disgust. Hate. Anger. Frustration. Lack of humor. False expressions.
I watch other Let’s Players from time to time, even daily so, sometimes. I don’t watch PewDiePie, because he strikes me as a polar opposite of mine. I watch more serious, calm, and laid-back Let’s Players, such as Jefmajor, NintendoCapriSun, and Nazereth1. I take a few inspirations from these, though I still can’t help thinking I can’t do my Let’s Plays the way they’re doing it. It admit that’s the point, but I am stuck with nothing but 200-something subscribers and next-to-no comments. I get a like here and there, but it’s not cutting it. I want feedback, not some half-assed mongoloids who have nothing better to do than harass someone for no specific reason.
So, enough rambling. I am considering deleting my old Let’s Plays. I’m not talking about Skyrim, Thang Global and Dekaron or anything, but the whole bunch up until Kerbal Space Program. They only serve to provide useless hate from retards who can’t look at the date, and, quite frankly, it’s bothering the piss out of me. There won’t be a poll. If I find it necessary to remove the Let’s Plays, I will. If not, I won’t. I honestly think the former will be the most likely choice out of the two.
To start off this blog entry, I would like to request anyone reading this to vote in the poll that’s on the right side of the screen. ’tis all about my planned “Amnesia: A Machine for Pigs” Let’s Play. A word of notice, though: even if anyone voted no (let alone at all), chances are I’m still going to include a facecam in the Let’s Play. I might actually have two playlists: a playlist for facecam videos, and a playlist for videos without. I might even upload a playlist without a facecam, and giving those who wish a choice of clicking a link in the description to view the desired video with a pic-in-pic facecam.
I reached 200 subscribers yesterday! I think it was yesterday? It’s 200 subscribers nonetheless, and as a bonus I…. will upload nothing of importance, because I don’t know what kind of video fits a 200-subscriber-mark. There’s just one thing that upsets me is the fact that nobody watches/comments/likes my videos. I mean, I have 200 subscribers, but most of my videos seldom pass 100 views, let alone 30. It’s because of the lack of support from my subscribers that I have “stopped” uploading videos. What happened to my old, actually supportive subscribers? Yes, I’m talking about you, coss199318, prinny500, and cobragladiator! I could probably mention others, but those are the three that have had the most influence on my channel. coss199318 (?) has just recently commented on my channel about how much it’s changed, but that’s basically all I’ve got left.
*sad face* I want it before the end of this summer! *super sad face* Man, I’ve been waiting for this game for so long, and it’s been delayed so many times, it’s driving me crazy! I don’t want to read more FAQs about it because it makes me mad! MAAAAADDDD!!! *sigh*
I don’t want to write any more…